Tuesday, September 28, 2010
5:36 AM
i will only update this blog whenever i gt this feeling of sadness..it will be quite boring for you.. bt this is the only way for me to express it and released some of the sadness(for me)..just ignore them.. here it goes..why must i have this feeling? sad sad and sad.. i can be happy and cheerful outside bt not on the inside. and people wont noe about it unless it is really obvious.. i dun want to have that feeling of h____________k.. it soo hurtful. i been experiencing it many time.. having a _____ on other and at last ... haizz! too tired to think about it.youre the one that give me the "semangat" to go there.. by looking at your face make me have the semangat to work..just by looking at you.. okay this is freaking me out! i cannot easily having _____ too fast.. can become crazy. this is it.. THE WORD 'CRUSH' WILL NEVER APPEAR IN MY BRAIN DICTIONARY. NO MORE CRUSH, LOVE, ADMIRE AND WHAT SOO EVER WILL APPEAR IN MY MIND UNTIL THE PERFECT TIME FOR ME TO DESERVE THAT LOVE FROM SOMEONE .. SOMEONE THAT WILL BE VERY SPECIAL.. :))okay fatin, just be a happy go lucky girl.. just forget about the words or feeling for the meantime.. be happy always :)))))))))no asking of question! read here and ends here. :) thanks!
