blabbering all the way

2011-03-29T04:51:00.000-07:00

okay! its like super irritating .
everything it is my fault.
you dun noe whats the feeling in me now.
and fyi, i seriously dun like to be compared with others.
and please stop comparing.
you dun noe that im now superb stress!
superb stress!!!
its good enuf that i still respected you!
if not, anytime i can say 'fuck you' in front of your bloody face!

you are the one that force me to take this test! i followed you.i alrd told you that i need more time .

im sorry that i have been disappointed you. bt thats the best i can do !

2010-09-29T07:15:00.000-07:00

another 2 more days in attachment.. im soooo gonna miss ktph!! fun to work with... missing all the different patient i had within these 3 weeks.. staff nurse who had teach me.. thanks!! i had funn all the way!!
love ya!!!

2010-09-28T05:36:00.000-07:00

i will only update this blog whenever i gt this feeling of sadness..
it will be quite boring for you.. bt this is the only way for me to express it and released some of the sadness(for me)..just ignore them.. here it goes..

why must i have this feeling? sad sad and sad.. i can be happy and cheerful outside bt not on the inside. and people wont noe about it unless it is really obvious..
i dun want to have that feeling of h____________k.. it soo hurtful. i been experiencing it many time.. having a _____ on other and at last ... haizz! too tired to think about it.
youre the one that give me the "semangat" to go there.. by looking at your face make me have the semangat to work..just by looking at you.. okay this is freaking me out! i cannot easily having _____ too fast.. can become crazy. this is it.. THE WORD 'CRUSH' WILL NEVER APPEAR IN MY BRAIN DICTIONARY. NO MORE CRUSH, LOVE, ADMIRE AND WHAT SOO EVER WILL APPEAR IN MY MIND UNTIL THE PERFECT TIME FOR ME TO DESERVE THAT LOVE FROM SOMEONE .. SOMEONE THAT WILL BE VERY SPECIAL.. :))

okay fatin, just be a happy go lucky girl.. just forget about the words or feeling for the meantime.. be happy always :)))))))))

no asking of question! read here and ends here. :) thanks!

2010-08-09T20:43:00.000-07:00

puasa..

puasa..

puasa..

puasa..

puasa..

PUASA

alaahhh! cannot eat macdonald at school for a month! ohhhnooo!!!

my heart says

2010-07-21T06:59:00.000-07:00

I HATE YOU! I HATE YOU! AND I HATE YOU ALOTS!
YOU CHANGE ALOTS!
FROM GOOD TO BAD!
JUST GET OUT FROM MY LIFE.
TWO F**KING FACE!
BLAAHHHHH LAHHHH!!!

lil confuse here

2010-06-04T06:49:00.000-07:00

is she angry with me or she thinks that im the one that angry with her?
she had mood swings and ignore me..
she shouted at me.
at first im also shock and swings..
bt i understand.
she had her ehem ehem..
so she must be mood swing.
she msg me at night..
saying sorry at me.
i say im nt angry with you.
i understand abt ur swings.
per normal alrd.
bt why she came to my house and she doesnt act as normal?
why she looks very angry?
thats the question that i have been thinking all the way..
cause tmr im gonna meet and work with her..
will there be a barrier?
i wanna her usual back.
she used to be funny and enjoy to talk with.
bt what happens to her nowadays?
i really want her back! :(

2010-05-27T06:39:00.000-07:00

my whole classmates!
the person that i always hang out with!
from left to right, farhana(minah indon!), me abu sepet(abdul hakim), eve sit, kelSEY
one group photo <3
love this picture alottt!!

three girls! natasha, me and farhana!
incomplete members without natasha in!
me, farhana,abdul hakim,nicolle,dawson, kelsey and nathan! <3

my classmates was soo fun! except for some..i think you know who i think!

2010-05-24T06:23:00.000-07:00

one ica down, few more to go.
upcoming one is the web design project tt need to submit on this wednesday..
bt till now haven finish yet..
it was soo damn difficult..
i noe i wont choose tt as my electives..
soo difficult!
just let it be.. serahkan kepada ALLAH..

just now im done for ica..
im soo nervous..
cause i was the one doing the opening..
heehs!
soo scared..
and its good to know tt our teacher like it lor..

now im waiting for wednesday to end..
no more web design..

arrgh!

1st time

2010-05-06T03:04:00.000-07:00

this is the first time im alone at school
actually nw i waiting for the time to go for band and in the same time waiting for effa...
why the band has to start late at 7?
if they start early..we can ends early right?
haiyoo!
den nw band ends at 9..

okay..tmr im working in coffee bean with the boys..
haix.
another bad news.
seriously, im lack of time already to go for work..
with all the late time finish school, projects, assessment..plus cca..
i dunno ..
i want to quit but i love my job..
..
hw?

2010-05-04T07:02:00.000-07:00

unsangkerable!

my blog is 1 year 2 months already!

haahs!

okaybye! random sehh!

2010-05-04T06:25:00.000-07:00

one news..
i cant imagine that 5 years joining band makes me dont want to lose all the fun and experience that i gained in band..
i tried to join other cca at nyp bt i dunno why i cant have the fun like the same fun i had in secondary school life..
haahs..
finally i joined band..
lol!
after almost a year didnt touch and play with my clarinet..i find it more difficult to blow again..
need to practice warm up 101 uhh!
haahs!
yesterday when to band with effa.. full band..
we played soo many songs..the only songs that i know is slumdog millionaere..
vehh nice lehh..
haahs!
make new friends again..
at there, i found few exband member in adss..
all the year one of course..
siling, twin me and effa joined band again..
and i tell you uhh..
i can die sehh
the song was freaking difficult..
one gd thing is that, i played clarinet 3 which is much more easier i think..
one problem..
i forget the fingering.
so jux play anyhow uhh..
all of them played soo nice and professional..
soo beautifully played..
i soo gonna missed band and mr samuel!
all new things..except for one
new school, new friends, new environment, new teacher bt same cca with the old and rusty clarinet..
eww~!

random ehh..hhaah!! my dream boy boy!

2010-05-02T07:57:00.000-07:00

Now, here's what you're supposed to do, and please do not spoil the fun. Copy and paste this into your notes

delete my answers, type in your answers . Then see what happens.

if you a guy- post this as my kind of girl..
if your a girl- post it as my kind of boy..

1. Do you need him/her to be good looking?
- if can i want.. bt that doesnt matter.. most important thing the love he gave it to me..

2. Smart?
- smart in a way..making me laugh when im sad..bt nt smart in making fools of me!

3. Preferred age?
- same age is better or 1-3 years older than me..

4. Preferred height?
- shorter than me.. haahs! of course higher than me!

5. How about sense of humor?
- very important..

6. How about piercings?
- no way! are they girls?

7. Accepts you for who you are?
-its a must.. everyone is nt perfect..if wanna perfect one..till you are old you wont find..

8. Pink hair?
-hah! other colour can bt nt pink..

9. Mushy or no?
-???

10. Thin or fat?
middle middle..nt skinny!

11. Black, Brown or White (skin color)?
- brown..black like kels already..

12. Long hair or short hair?
-middle middle..spiky hair!

13. Plastic or metal?
- ???

14. Smells good?
- yess! boys perfume makes my mood..

15. Smoker?
- nt a heavy smoker!

16. Drinker?
-no wayyy!

17. Girl/Boy-next-door type?
- whatever:@

18. Muscular?
- bt nt too muscular..

19. Plays piano?
- yes! it will be more romantic!

20. Plays bass and/or acoustic guitar?
- what if i want a drummer..acoustic guitar also ken..

21. Plays violin?
- nt him bt me!

22. Sings very well?
- omg! i want..

23. Vain?
- okay~

24. With glasses?
- look smart yaww~

25. With braces?
no lahh!

26. Shy type?
if he shy, me shy..biler mau game?

27. Rebel or good boy/girl?
- middle middle..

28. Active or passive?
active lahh! nt hyper active!active in sports..looks hotter! hhahha!

29. Tight or bomb?
- what is this? bomb?!

30. Singer or dancer?
-both!

31. Stunner?
-no thank!

32. Hiphop?
- woow! BIG NO!

33. Earrings?
-NO NO!

34. Mr/Ms. count-my-ex-girlfriends-until-you-drop?
- huh?

35. Dimples?
- cute!!!! bt i will be jealous and pinch his face until it turns red :)

36. Bookworm?
- read me a bed time story..?

37. Mr/Ms. love letter?
- aww~ so sweet! like olden days!

38. Playful?
- hahaas! im okay with that..

39. Flirt?
- can..bt nt infront of my eyes! if you brave try uh..:)

40. Poem writer?
- makk oii! future ken?

41. Serious?
- in the right time..

43. Painter?
yarr! so he can draw my face..haahs!

44. Religious?
- yeapp!

45. Someone who likes to tease people?
- others bt nt me..

46. Computer games geek? Or internet freak?
- sure.. ken..

47. Speaks 20 languages?
- only one word..love in all the languages! woots~

48. Loyal or faithful?
- both!

49. Good kisser?
- wooww okay..

50. Loves children??
-must..important..i love children..so he must! hhah!

cerewet ehh? gd what.. for future!nyaayhaa!

dup sey!

2010-04-30T08:08:00.000-07:00

TGIF!!
im now freaking tired and sleepy..
two days straight of working is very tiring ..
im soooo sleepy and cannot tahan lioww!!!

i wanted to go home early and sleep all the way!
bt gt cca trial..
wait till 645 for the trial..
and it is super waste of time..
i dun understand a single thing..
and how to playy...
they just asked to do some exercise and start the game..
it is superb different than captain ball that is quite easier ..
i only touch the arm of the person and gt a penalty..
wtf!
and the most hurting me that they select on the experience once...
might as well they wrote on the form that they wanna an experience one right..
waste time waiting for that.. sleep more better uhh dey!

so, ends up i didnt get netball..
and i think my cca is only band..
special for band..
my heart is only for band where i can relax my mind after having a stressing head on nursing..

jiwa band luhh seyyy!! woooooots~

2010-04-26T07:40:00.000-07:00

yo brothers and sister!
haahs!
i cant expect that this is the starting i wrote for this post..
started to become more krazy as you all thought..

as usual..
still stress with all the *uc*ing project and in course assessment..
one of my project is done..
and need to do the presentation tmr..
hope that is will turn good..
thank to ahmad to volunteer urself in helping us for the video..

ntg else to say..
wanna sleep bt the nite is still early..
so fb-ing is the job..

haahs!nyahhaa!
bye all!

failed again

2010-04-21T06:47:00.000-07:00

causes im in pieces
baby fix me
and just shake me till you wake me from this bad dream
im going down down down
and i just can believe my ehem! wont be around..

that is justin bieber song..i love the song cause it means to me..
im traumatized
i dun want to have that thing again till the right time comes,..
cause once its break..
my heart will hurt..

okay im back..
i love my group 13..
i can feel the bond..
it will be better if the china join with us...
nevermind..slowly it takes..
well..im having a stress right now..
i gt 4 projects to settle b4 week 8..
haiyoo!
nvrmind..brain told me to relax and chill..and persevere!
i will follow..
lame post today..

signing off
ps: what starts here, it will ends here..no more questioning..

2010-04-14T23:47:00.001-07:00

well..yesterday was the health science orientation at nyp.. went there with natasha and new friend, amanda..start from 8.30 till 7..almost 12 hours lehh..
bt it was quite fun though..it turns out to be more fun when im in the same class with natasha! woooohooo!!!
taking about my future classmates..as usual soo many foreigners..especially china!
gosh!!
theres only 3 guys ..haixx! pathetic~
bt overall fun lehh!
with all the supporting emcee of the day..
huhu~
it was fun and tiring ..huh!

2010-04-03T23:16:00.000-07:00

i only get the chance now to update my blog.. last two days, we sent our beloved friend, nuriah to changi airport as she will be staying in australia for dunno hw long.. and okayy..it was very sad to see her separating from her mother.. if im in her shoes, i will be crying non stop..whu will be happy without a mother on your side for long period although you will go on your dream country... i also didnt know whats the real reason that she will be leaving singapore for a long period of time.. we also had our last outing to marina barrage bt i was nt there.. bt i join them later to have our dinner.. it was a blast!!

after sending riah, we had our dinner near at esplanade.. i ate nasi goreng ayam..it was nice bt the vegetable was freaking lots..and the chicken is half cook..eww! with the blood of the chicken..i asked for the change...out of the blue, there is a heavy rain..bt we were lucky enough that we were in the shelter.. after eating, we decided to talk about future CCA and school.. bt it end up talking abt the past..how we became friends..about secondary school life and BAND! it will nt be the real me if i said that i dun miss band..band make me bond to everybody..and we ended talking and laughing nonstop for abt 2+ hours??!.. my stomach was really aching..

and yesterday, i was working and i was the one doing cashiering.. i seriously hate to do cashier.. and overall i had to pay back more than 6 for the shortage..i admit that i make the mistake about paying by nets..bt the rest of money, haixx..and the outlets manager..HES REALLY A BIG FAT DEVIL !! I HATE HIM TO THE CORE!!

ends here!

2010-03-29T07:55:00.000-07:00

waohh!! my blog is seriously full of dusts..
it has been a quite while i didnt update my blog..
what to do?? i have a very tight schedule eversince i started working..
furthermore...having a spoiled computer..
but now.. no worries...
i finally had a personal lappy for my school
my father gave me a surprise and buy for me laptop..
its dell pink lappyy!!
happy to received it ...
thank dad!!

i had problem at my workplace..
i thought it will be the best place to relieved my stress and tireness..
bt its the upside down.
they took this opportunity to talk about the new barista..
WTF!!
especially the malaysian stupid bitches plus the part time manager..
3 fcuking bitch!!

suddenly i miss to have my secondary life..
i wanted to learn about all the subject bt nt english!!
for me ..studying is much more better than working especially with that stupid bitches..

5 words for y'all...
YOU CAN GO TO HELL!!

ends here..

2010-01-31T06:25:00.000-08:00

omg...dead blog..
i was freaking buzy this week..
firstly.. 27th jan(is it??) is the day where all the o level students will received the courses that we "want"..
and i had received the message from MOE..
i never thought that i will received that message on that freaking morning..
and guess what..
that message had disturb my dream..
and that dream was when i had the course that i really want.. that is early childhood..
but..
the message.. uurrghh!!
when i opened the message..
"MOE: FATIN NUR AQILAH BTE MOHD A, you are posted to NANYANG POLY, NURSING under 2010 JAE..
i read the msg many time to awake myself..
seriously..i am 50/50 to accept that course..
but for my parent and future
i am now going to nanyang poly to study about NURSE!!
i received msg from nata..
was soo happy to know that i had the same course and school with her..
at least i do not need lots of effort to make new friends..

the next day..
im working at coffee bean and told my ass.manager about the course that i get..
she told me to study hard as government jobs will have a brighter future and lots of $$$..
i was like ouhh kay...

the next day..
when to nanyang poly with natasha..to apply for the course..
her father told her that she need to apply it...
went there as what a shame to know that we dont need to apply but wait for a letter..
i was laughing non-stop..
when to popeye to have lunch at AMK hub..
pass by coffee bean..disturb them ...haahs.

and yesterday...
im working from 9 to 5..
and there was a function beside my workplace..
and we were all struggling doing all the hot beverages..
it was full house ..
get a cust. complain

stupid lady: why the people that order their drinks after me get their drinks first??

me: cos they order ice blended drink that is much more easier to do.. further more, you order hot drinks and we need to steam the milk that requires time..

stupid lady: no.. no.. i dun care..but i want my drinks now..

manager: sorry maam..but there are new workers now.. they need time to do your drinks..

stupid lady: thats not my concern..*take her drinks and walk away*

i was like WTF.. that was the worst customer we get for that day...
bt our manager didnt blame me..course it was really..reallyy...busy hours.. and we didnt have enough break..
this is all because of the event beside my work place.

ends here..
weeks later den i will update..
haahss..

work...work..work

2010-01-11T04:54:00.000-08:00

a very short post..

I LOVE MY JOB AT COFFEE BEAN..

I LOVE MY FRIENDS AT COFFEE BEAN..

I LOVE THE ENVIRONMENT AT COFFEE BEAN..

BUT I HATE THE OUTLET MANAGER..
PRAVEEN!!!!

:@:@:@:@:@:@

should i proud of myself??

2010-01-11T04:42:00.000-08:00

well.. as you guys know that today is the release of the o level result..
and i was freaking scared today..
felt like i dunt want to come to school today..
but what to do..
i make the decision well enough to join sec 5..
and take o level..
so i have to face the fact that i had to take the result..
whether the result is good or bad..
what i know that this is the best i can do..

well..there are mixed feeling as soon as i reached the school..
i felt nervous about my result..happy to meet my friends..and mad that i need to walk long journey to the main gate...
turn one round..
well okay..
im the second person to receive the result..
but b4 that.. all the teachers were kind of unhappy with the result that we get especially MR ONG..
after receiving it..
im proud that i didnt get a red pouch but blue pouch..
but im sad that i didnt get the best for my english..
im proud that i improve my mother tongue..at least i didnt waste $$ for the retake..
i get to go to poly but i didnt get to go to the course that i wanted..
haixx..
cant tell you more about my aggregate..
some kind of privacy..
haahs..

2nd problem is my work
dunno what day to work for this week cause i need time to decide my future..
got to go..
better sms my manager first..

**toodles**

holiday at kota tinggi and gunung ledang

2009-12-14T19:21:00.000-08:00

hie., i guess it had been a long time i didnt update my blog..to me, it already look dead..
hahaa..well..just came back from holiday..trip to kota tinggi and gunung ledang..
father rent a 7 seater car for family for 4 days..it cost $360++..
plan to go on friday by last minute delayed..so end up go on early in the morning on saturday..wakeup at around 3am and go at 5am..wahh..so sleepy and so early..jux want to avoid from traffic jam bt that time it is still jamm..haaaixx...sleepover at my aunt house..went to gunung ledang first.. the water was freaking cold and i was freezing at the waterfall..burr.
next day ..went to kota tinggi.. surprisingly..the place is soo different with the place than the last time i went there..soo many changes..the scenery was soo nice and good place to camwhore..*i was too lazy to upload picture to blog..picture are only available on facebook*..went home on sunday night..
seriously..it was nt enough holiday for me..for me 2 days was soo fast for me.. i need more..
maybe next time.. my mother are now collecting money again..
now..the boring day start already..
HELLo SINGAPORE..bye bye MALAYSIA..
HAIZZZZ!!!

few days time to enjoy

2009-12-07T01:27:00.001-08:00

im still waiting for the manager to call me..
till now theres no job for me..
seriously..i keep saying to all the manager outside that they are s*****!!
dun say because i didnt have any experience..
okayy whatever..
few days time..i am going for holiday trip at malaysia..
sound boring right..
bt to me okay uhh..
better than staying at home..only know eat..sleep..eat and sleep..
lolss..
planning to go to the water chalet??
thats what my mum told me..
bt till now theres no vacant..
its soo fun..
imagine of having 1 swimming pool for only 1 room..
that whole swimming pool is yours and NO one can share..
if gt chance to stay..
im not going to get out from the pool till midnight..
gosh!!
gtg..
toodles!!

selamat hari raya aldiladha(in advance)

2009-11-25T18:05:00.000-08:00

to all muslim people..u must read the title..
after a long time didnt update this blog because of o level..
i started to be lazy to update it now..
tmr is hari raya aidiladha.. and it is going to be a very special day..
first thing.. it is a family gathering with all our cuzzie and family..
secondly... my father will be cooking nasi briyani or nasi minyak for the family..
it gonna be very delicious..
family didnt planned to go out..so jux watch tv all the way with our family member..
people will think that it will be boring bt as for me.. it gonna be fun..
we seldom have family gathering like this..
one thing to day about my family is that they are unique!!
haahs..
gtg.. wanted to go to liana blog..cause she says theres an important msg..
toodles

2009-11-24T01:27:00.001-08:00

yesterday outing to sentosa with classmates was the most fun and memorable day.. however not all the classmates are there.. i love the games that is being organised by my friends.. thanks to them.. at first i thought of not to go for the outing cause theres something on happening on that day.. but i was being forced to go.. haiizz... but all the fun.. shouting and birthday celebration was soo fun and memorable!! im soo gonna love the luge and skyride... although it is not my first time.. i soo gonna save my money so that i can try the zipline and the roller coaster next year... love to take luge again with effa.. natasha.. amirah.. mei qi.. sylvia..junjie and lyiana.. next time huhh.. save money now...chiaoxx( now waiting some photo from mrs seah)

orchard people!! here i come!!

2009-11-18T01:00:00.000-08:00

yesterday was the graduation day and red camp...
plan to go for the red camp bt dun want uhh...
suddenly like very lazy..
graduation day exactly the same as last year..
majority of my class didnt attend for it..
quite boring..
after graduation day...straight to home cause i gt something on to go...
dunno that my teacher is going to give out the class tee??
haaha...
went to lot one first to find jobs..
bt all need chinese speaking female..
so racist!!
den meet effa and liana at woodlands...
wen to junction 8 to find jobs..
however...only applied for swesen...golden village...
and the answer to it is same..
"my manager is busy right now...we will call you for interview in a few days time"
%&%^&*%^*%$%^$%
then..went to orchard..
camwhoring time...
eat nasi ayam penyet at ria...
very very delicious!! and spicy...
wen to orchard ion..
and pity liana was tooooo tired that she took the wrong direction of the staircase..
doing shuffle to make herself alert..
haahs..
tired uhh the legs???
giggling and laughing at liana all the way..
i almost followed liana bt was alert by effa..
phewww!!
picture will be upload...
cause now i am waiting for liana to email me all the photo that she took...
waiting....

chiaoowwxx

2009-11-15T01:19:00.000-08:00

its been quite a long time after o level..

been too busy finding jobs during the long holiday..

bt no jobs accepted me..

they gonna be regretting nt to choose me..
i confirm cn work during..weekends...and public hoilday...
it is jux that i do not have any experience.. haaiizz..

psst... eu know what..
today i gt a new neighbours..
no more artist beside my house alreadii.. hmmm.. today they jux shift their things..
and nw they are enjoying..singing..
i had a new malay neighbour..look like rock father with long hair..haahs..
den i saw one "mat salleh celup" outside his house..
wahh.. skali racial mixx...
off now!!

from 16 TO 17...starting from today

2009-11-05T04:42:00.000-08:00

happy birthday to me..
happy birthday to me..
happy birthday to Fatin Nur Aqilah ..
happy birthday to me...

okay.. as you all know.. today is my greatest,memorable day for me..
i had the key of freedom and lots of surprise for me in the morning..
this are all the people who wished me first..

my first brother wished me in advance( the night before) and gave me $$10..woohoo!!

at 12 midnight sharp..two person sms me..they remembered my birthday and wished me.. they are Bazilah and Kak Nazurah(my 2nd brother's gf).. followed by EMMA( at 12.25am)..

woke up at around 7.30 and three members in my family wished me..
they are my father, my second brother and my younger brother..
my father and grandmother gave me $$10 each and 2nd brother..otw( i think soo..)..my younger brother gave me monopoly game

received msg again from my mother and Bazilah again(2nd time_haha)
mother had already bought me a wallet in advance and upcoming mp4..which i can get next month..

and nuriah sms me thru my mum msg...wrong number.. my aunt sms me after that..

Kak Nazurah came over to my house and passed me the present for me.. went to vista point with her and 2nd brother... treat me eat westernn...wow!!

at home.. played the monopoly with my brothers and Kak Nazurah..
first person to bankrupt is FUAD followed by Kak Nazurah..

my father sent her home..
me and my younger brother opened her present straight away and was dumbfounded....she gave me a huge treble clef necklace and huge little miss...fatin... so sweet and cute and nice..
thank you..
from facebook...bazilah..jovyn...jessie...kak nazurah and nickson wished me...

that all for today..
its a bit relaxing for me cause o level going to end...soon !!!
if i forgot about someone who wished me.. sorry.. i had a bit stm..haahs!!

2009-10-15T04:27:00.000-07:00

just one to count down...

1 more week to exam!!!

persevere till the end and njoy!!!!!

stop blogging from now..

2009-09-26T04:00:00.000-07:00

its been a long time i didnt update my blog.. this is the only time that i am trying to be free..
i will be stop blogging for a while cause i want to concentrate on my studies..
my prelim results gives me a wake up call already..
results like what!!
ouhk..
gtg..
to all my muslim friends..
selamat hari raya.. maaf zahir dan batin..
to chinese friends..
go and study well for o level~~~
toodles!!

3 more days!!

2009-09-16T07:06:00.000-07:00

another how many days den the muslim will celebrate hari raya..
i feel that this year fasting month is so fast..
1 week- school as per normal
2nd week- prelim..go home early
3rd week- ehemm..ehemm..excused!!
and now 4th week- prelim going to end!!
yeahh!!
first week of hari raya.. its only left with 1 month to O level!!
ouh gosh!!!
very very trauma leyy!!
gtg!!

waiting for the day..

2009-09-08T06:27:00.000-07:00

people may wondering the day that ive been waiting for..
so manyy..firstly..waiting for fasting to end..
den..hari raya..den.. prelim.. and finally o level..
another 48 more days ahh girrll..
seriouslyy IAM TIRED!!TIRED!!TIRED!!
next week will be the end of prelim...eh??
den hari raya come!! yes UH!!
den o level..
it looks like this year hari raya is not be neither 1 year celebration or minimum 2 weeks.. but it will be 1 day for me..
cause the rest of the day.. i will spend my life and say holding books wherever i go..
DUH!!!
and noww..
its september holiday.. but its not a holiday for me..
only monday i had a rest but stupid fever attack me..
arrgh!!
today gt math remedial...attend although i had 2 days MC..
tmr.. gt mt remedial..
gtg..buhbye!

so fast??

2009-08-31T21:22:00.000-07:00

tmr is the start of prelim..and yet..still haven start studying on social studies..
i was too buzy in doing math revision paper..
haix..
fasting month started already... and this is the second week
still got 2 more weeks..haixx..
persevere..suddenly like missing the school food..hmmm!!
juxt wanna to update this blog.
buhbye!!

next time can go right kak nana??no need to scare2..haahs

2009-08-17T06:29:00.001-07:00

yesterday was really a funn day..
one whole day from morning till night went out with my family with my "sister-in-law"
it really shows a positive effect from parents that they accept the relationship of them..
im the first one who agreee with that..
woahhss.. watch up arrrgh if you(brother) break up with her..
okayys change topic..
yesterday we all actually plan to go to sentosa to celebrate my cuzzie, uncle and aunt birthday but it was cancelled as my uncle is unwell..
so changed plan..
plan was to go to breakfast at geylang but it was fully parked and changed to changi airport.. eat popeye!!
after that.. went to sembawang shopping center.. to watch anugerah..
it was my father plan to see kunjung..
wwarrgh!! hate her siah!!
after that.. went to the water playground..just want to ask my younger brother and cuzzie to play at there..
but it ends up when my brother asked me to join..
soo..i joined them..
we play at the playground for about 2 hours??
grow up already still want to play??
funneh!!
around 7 plus.. went to have dinner at marsiling..
it was freaking cold with the cold weather and wet clothes..
can imagine or not??sumore its night!!
but.. it was really funn to go out with my sister in law..
she gonna be shy when reading my blog..
problems arrgh.. picture cannot be uploaded.. neh mind..look for facebook
chey chey!!

tired and sick of this..

2009-08-15T03:57:00.000-07:00

yello!! today went to my mother;s workplace as they celebrated family day..
so today early in the morning.. went to her workplace till around 4pm den go home..
it was quite funn ..and surprisingly deres go kart and it is very cheap..
$1 for 2 rounds..worth it lorr..
they said that i confirm can pass my driving lesson..
like real onlyy...
after that.. went to eat roti prata n thosai paper..
walao weii..the thosai was damn freaking gigantic..
but i prefer the normal one..
haixx.,
dunno what to sayy..
i wanna a i phone..
jux now the lucky draw almost hit my number..!!
arrgh!!
wait for how many years than can buy..
buhhbyee lorr!

shout or sing??

2009-08-06T23:31:00.000-07:00

wahh..
todae my school were commemorating national day in advance..
dis year will be the last year i'll be celebrating national day in school cause no celebration in tertiary school( i think?)
so.. we were all so crazy lyke hell
three segment..in the morning..
gt the parade march in.. as usual..but quite boring..
den went back to class..
decorate our mascots.. that is fadzli..
till about 9am.. went to the hall for the concert..
there were cheers from class 2E2..
den all of the mascots walk in..
all very very very nicely decorated..
dun care who gonna be win cause we jux wanna to have funn!
the best part is when we sing all the national day song ..
sing..shout...sing...dance..
teachers also did the same thing..
unsangkerable(unexpectable)
haahss!
after school..
went to meet my parent at causeway to have breakfast..
den walk2.. meet with my cuzzie baby!!
wahhh!!! she become more cutter..!
blah blah blah!!
now dunno what to do..
picture later!!

signing off..

BOOM!!

2009-08-06T00:56:00.000-07:00

hello peepo..
quite funn leyy today..
cause theres no SST and went home earlier..
one special thingys happened in our school..
theres a bomb at around 11..
and we assemble at the field for about 1 hour..
actually the teacher make a mistake..
they want to practice fire drill..
they shouldnt tell the students that theres a bomb today..
no suspension at all..
there are still laughter although it is a serious matter..
at the field.. the 5N2 are so colourful with the umbrella they brought..
its only our class that brought umbrella..
funneh lehh..
its a must to bring..since 1 hour++ at the hot field..
lots of small creatures sumore!!
haixx..
change topic..
that dream of mine really feared me alot..
yesterday.. i dreamnt about i failed my mother tongue o level..
OMGosh.. very very very very very very scareedddd!!
result is next week!!
left how many days only!
i hope i can pass!!
change topic again..
tmr national day celebrations..
wear red clothes..
wonder whether is it boring or what like last year..
duhh!!!

last!!
BOOM!!!!

tired!!

2009-08-01T04:13:00.000-07:00

this week was so tired for me..
everyday go home late..
den yesterday..nid to retake nafa test..
after run.. feel like want to vomit..vision blurr.. no appetite to eat..
feel like fainted..
at home.. have a rest till night and had religious class..
some shocking news!!!..
i dnt want to get on stage jux to receive cert..
cant eu give it to me jux like that..
although im a stage performer bt that was last time..
i dun want leyy!!
can i have a replacement??
freaking scared seyy on mondayy.
the LIGHTS value that i had is integrity and the reason is that i had good attendance for CCA and also be on task..
thats nothing to do with integrity seyy..
sumore theres more people that is better than me!!
haiyoo!!

bye bye sir samuel!!

2009-07-27T07:20:00.000-07:00

all i can say is bye bye to sir samuel.

i was very sad upon hearing the news and his last speech to us..
bought him a new baton shared among the six of us that costs $32.10

actually theres lots of photo but i haven grabbed it from friends..

the "farewell party" for sir samuel was funn and sadd!!

his speech was so touching and make us like want to cry..

b4 that, we play all the SYF songs that had bring this destination of getting silver ..

gather after band with sir..

asking himm why he leaving the school..

don want to tell

action sehh!!

sir leave...we also leave..

dunno who will be the replacement of sir

waitts till national day if theres still parade..

the only memories we have is the sacrifices we had doing the SYF period..very very tiring and stress!!

hmm

2009-07-25T00:17:00.000-07:00

okayys..100%of mt paper is done!! now jux wating for the result to come..
aiming to get B3 or better if not im gonna be retaking my mt paper again..
jux finish reading the band blog.. theres some good and bad news..
good news is they had updated their blog that going to be dead and the bad news is that sir is leaving..
ouhh noo!!
so long he stick with our band and now hes leaving..
im so gonna hate this school!!
im half-hearted to go for band or not on monday..
i want to go cause it will be the last time we gonna meet sir..
arrgh!!! change topicc.
90++ more days to o level..
soo kinda of nervous..
i can feel the stress that our seniors had when they taking..
im waiting for the day that i can release all the stresss...
and this coming wednesday will be the last time im doing fnn coursework..
and its 30% of my stress is gone..
and during national day i will add another 40% cause its the result..
i hope eu understanding..
haahsss!!
cya

boring

2009-07-18T21:19:00.000-07:00

Today is Sunday and yet we are not going out..
mother was too tired to go out as she had just came back from work
understood..
so today i decided to go to causeway to buy English book and jalan2 alone at there..
arrgh!!
at night must finish up fnn as tmr is another o level part for fnn coursework..
wondering when is it going to finish..
wait long long lahh ehkk!!
off for now!!

HARRY POTTER FUNN!!

2009-07-18T01:02:00.000-07:00

yesterday..me..liana..effa and kaiyin went out after school to watch harry potter..

what the hell!!

it is full except for the front seat which all of us do not want to seat..

call friends to check the timing at places nearby..
they said all are occupied..

liana was soo soo sad!!

haha!!

almost decided to change movie..

but effa remember that theres a place near the AMK hub..

soo we walked to there...

and liana was soo happy that there are soo many unoccupied place in there..

we watch at 5.45 and ends around 8.30..

liana cried at the end of the movie..

otw to the cinema.

we pass through the cd shops..

they played late MJ songs in bucharest and there are soo many people watching it..haiiz!!

as usual.. everytime we went out.. take some photo.. (taken from liana)..

after movie.. eat at banquet..

reach home around 9.50..

goootttta goo!!

*wanna to do my fnn*

stress??

2009-07-11T23:33:00.000-07:00

Friday was my o level mt oral examinations..
it was actually quite easy for me as the question was about helping each other..
it ends around 4.50..
im am the last four
*sigh*
at home..shocked to know that my brother bought for me a late michael jackson cd..
its a must to buy as there will be no more production of late michael jackson cd..
hahaxx.. its the live in bucharest concert of mj..
soo good..
yesterday i bought another cd of late michael jackson cd which cost $20.
its just a video clip of his songs..
and today..
my mother bought me another one of the cd..
it was as if i am very freak of mj although i am NOT!!
it was my father who loves mj song and dance..
that cd was totally crazy i tell you..
it contains his 8 albums in two dvd..
when i saw it..i was dumbfounded.
i jux finish watching it..
from 10 till now!!
that was the craziest cd i had ever had!!
chiowzz..
gonna continue my fnn as tmr is my exam for fnn!!
gonna memorise everything!!

blogging time!!

2009-07-05T01:45:00.000-07:00

one week i did not post..
quite busy since the school reopen..
busily doing fnn cwB
quite tiring..
lots of homework for this "long weekend??"
haahhss..gonna be kidding!!
tmr is youth day!!
its a holiday!!
yeah!!
doing all the homework and revise!
arrrgh!!!
when the o level gonna be ends??
cannot wait for that day!!
haiixx

back to school!!!

2009-06-30T05:26:00.000-07:00

its the second day of school re-open..
first day was quite boring and tiring plus sleepy..
form teacher period till 9.30..
all the way talk crapp!!
we did change our timetable..
monday was the lightest bag!!
i think soo..
before recess.. we got the AYG opening..
wahh!!thought that it will be fun!! but its the upside down!
got a fnn cw part B Question..
quite similar with last year..just that the fats change to protein..

today!!
very very very boring and sleepy!!
change sitting arrangement!!
ouh noo!!
sitting beside adrian!!
haahss!!
last period was too lethargic for me!!
ENGLISH!! like no mood to study!
math WORSE!! nobody was listening to her!!
i am signing off soon!!
buhbyee!!

study!!study!!

2009-06-25T02:03:00.003-07:00

its only me and bazilah(gilerr)

heyya!! been long time i didnt update this blog!!
long time mehh???
watever!!
now im at the library with bazilah..
*study*!!
yarr right..
shes the only one that study..
since she brought her laptop.. surf the internet while she was studying..
right now she is still study for her malay paper..duhh!!
while were doing our works.. gt announcements
can eu pls evacuate this library..do not use the lift.. use the nearest staircase..
ouhh watever!!
cannot go in the library.. eat macdonald..
and went back to library to continue "studying"

and we manage to take some silly photo!!
chowzz arrgh!!

alah!!!

2009-06-23T04:32:00.001-07:00

today..went to school to hand in evaluation..
not feeling well..
cough!!flu!!slight fever!!
haven recovered yet..
brother said that i have H1N1..
GONNA SMACK HIS MOUTH!!
CHOY3..
tmr if still haven recovered yet..
gonna go to see a doctor!!
alah!!!

haiyaa!!

2009-06-21T06:07:00.000-07:00

left one more week to school re-open
which means that i will be stress again
oh no!!
nehmind..
cause part of my stress is done!!
i've just finished doing my fnn evaluation and print already..
tmr nid to go to school..
for coursework part B..
haixx!!
plus loads of homework at my study stable..
gonna finish them by the end of this week..
haiyooo!!

i hope that i will miss it..

2009-06-15T06:31:00.000-07:00

actually..today im gonna say my life in secondary school..
its gonna be a grandmother story..yarr since im gonna leave this school sooner or later..
lots of memories.. happiness and sadness happened in these secondary life..
up to eu all whether eu want to read it or nt..as if i care :)
here we go!!

secondary 1
that time..i was nerd..oh goshh!! theres two fatins on that time.. when taking attendance.. both of us raise our hand.. make new friends.. emma..fatin nabilah..aziela..atiqah..nabilah..shazuan and sharul.. best friends..i was selected as a band members..make friends with atiqah.. bazilah and liana.. but very very close with bazilah and liana till every week went to take neoprint..haahzz!!

secondary 2
i was promoted to sec 2N1 with all my bestfriends..continue our relationship as friends.. make new friends that is effa.. not that close on that time.. beside friends relationship.. i had once had a relationship more than friends but it does nt last long..who cares!! do questa..middle of the year..i had been selected as a potential student councillor..goshh!!cant believe it!!

secondary 3
i had a camp in bintan with all the other sec 3 students.. very very very fun and joy!!all the cheers we create!! ouh yarr..promoted to sec3N2.. make more new friends but the same class with my best friends..promoted as band sergearnt major in band!! in-charge of discipline..wow!! the band camp..cannot elaborate more!!ouh yarr!! for the first time band got silver for SYF!!

secondary 4
very important year that year..i was going to take my N level.. but it all ended here in sec5.. got 8 points for L1 and three other subjects..not that bad!!one new person enter our class..lots of incident happens.. stealing and what so ever!! nothing much to elaborate more as i was stressing that year..keep on study..ouh yarr..i moved house to somewhere else..hehe

and now here i am in secondary5 continue my studies on O level.. aiming to get 13-15 points for LIR4 to polytechnic..wanted to go ngee ann.. pray hard and study well.. still gt some memories..every year theres band camp and band bbq/chalet.. but this year.. no band camp and conductor make a plan..hope that the band outing are still there and also the overseas!!

**ends off with love and memories**

haiyaa!tired lohh

2009-06-12T23:27:00.000-07:00

yesterday i wen to johor with my mother and my aunt..
my aim was to meet my cutie cuzzie..alyssa..
at first wen i just reach johor..
she doesnt recognise me..
den few minutes later.. she knew me..
had fun time with her..
soo cute..
after that.. wen to larkin..
urrghh!!
soo bored!!
bt gt that baby(alyssa) can make me lose my bored over there!!
wen back to aunt house at around 2 after 2 hours at there..
uncle show us the house that is on vacant
quite big and nice!!!
stay at home watching cd that we have just bought..
at night eat roti prata..
gosh!!
if everyday like this..
gonna gain very fast!!
must work it out!!
after that..
time to say bye bye to that baby!!
wen home(singapore ahh!!) at around 9.30..
bath and sleep!!

choww!!

aiyoo mummy!! im stress~~~

2009-06-11T03:38:00.000-07:00

thats the only words that i can say..
it describe my thinking write now..
full of homework and revision..
at home..
revise..revise..and revise..
im totally cannot wait for the o level..
after that..
no more stress in my brain..
4-5 more months!!
have to persevere!!

buhbye!!

fnn photo

2009-06-09T04:15:00.001-07:00

iced barley water

that is my fnn photo..

eu guys gt comments??

just voice out!!

i noe its not nice!!

same like the taste of the dishes..

ewww!!

char-grilled chicken with warm potato salad

vegetables fritattas

chicken pasta bake

overall photo

no comments

2009-06-09T02:42:00.000-07:00

heyy..
i dun think that these is called a june holiday..
cause i need to attend school..
is not even one month..
bt i think its only 3 weeks or lesser for my holiday..
nt counting the holiday assignment..
actually.. i jux wanna to update this blog..
if nt they will look dead..
toodles

hey!!

2009-06-07T04:43:00.000-07:00

its been a long time i didnt edit my blog..
quite buzy with these few weeks
with remedial last week that ended 4.00 everday!!
and from 1.30 to 4.30 doing fnn?!!
arrgh!!
futhermore every day like that..
isnt we called it soo boring during remedial with the subject that we hate it alot!
last wed i had my o level fnn execution..
ouh godd!!
i think i will get a low band..
cause i didnt have the 3 cooking methods ..
our school dont have griller!!
****
but the taste ok larr
bt nt the vegetables frittatas..
i throw the food away siahh!!
i only eat the pasta..chicken and drink the barley!!
the photo..
i will update that later!!
see yaa!!
tmr till wed..
still gt fnn
wa liao!!

bye bye malay!!

2009-06-01T06:49:00.000-07:00

yeah!!
from now onwards..
i can speak more in english to preparation for o level..
jux now was mother tongue paper..
so farr..
manageable..
no vocab problems..
bt cannot be too confident!!
must pray hard!!

forget on malay!!
speaks more in english!!

*toodles*

1 more week to go..

2009-05-23T05:36:00.000-07:00

basically..
jux want to tell that mt o level is round the corner..
less than 2weeks!!
so freaking scared that im not going to get what i expect..
that is a B3..
looks like easy to get but when you make mistake especially when you are nervous..
everything became worse..
so during the o level dont be too freak out!!
you can do it fatin!!
yeah..
2 days after that,
its my o level fnn practical..
and i have not try my dishes atr home..
may be need week..
hope that i will not be too nervous while doing my dish!

bye

mummy!! i need tuition!

2009-05-20T06:19:00.000-07:00

well..its pretty obvious that i did badly for my mid-year..

gosh!!

this is the most bad result i ever had

i only pass few subjects that is below my expectations..

that is english, mt and science

very disappointed!!

imagine if my result for o level is lyke this..

no..no way!!

choy!!choy!!

i expect better result for my o level..

yar..

i actually already expected that these will happen..

esp math and humanity

so damn freaking difficult!!

learn veryhard and end up to be bad..

*sigh*

for students who want to go sec 5 with more 15points and above.. think twice..

its very difficult.. very stress!!

yes uhh!! no more mid-year!!

2009-05-15T19:33:00.000-07:00

finally the day that i have been waiting for had arrived..

mid year has come to the end of my life..

that will be the last time i going to have my mid year..

unless if i repeat??choychoy!!

bt mid year end doesnt mean that i am happy or no more stress..

i become more stresser that last time..

cause my o level mt exam is jux around the corner..

i think it is around two weeks time..

it is the first week of the june holiday..

gosh!!

am i prepared to do it ??

i dont think soo..

my result will ensure me whether im prepared or not with it..

hope i pass all my examinations!!

ouh no!!

2009-05-13T05:35:00.000-07:00

yepps..

todae paper is math paper2 and english paper 2

for english paper 2..the passage is easy to understand and the question "ok larr"

bt..

fer mathss!!

wahh nb!!

damn difficult and no enough time..

i was struggling to do and lots of question i leaved it blanked..

during the maths paper..

i was looking at the blank and try to figure it out..

so difficult!!

whos the one that set the paper huh??

nb siah!!

PHEWWWHH!!

2009-05-12T05:33:00.000-07:00

its me wif my niece..alyssa sarah
that is she!!

my cuzzie! anna lydia

me wif cuzziez!!

okay!!
todae test was geography and mt p3

paper was okayy..

jux that im going to sleep at any time..

yesterday went to malaysia to see my cuzzie..

we went to larkin(bt almost the shop are closed)..mydin.. giant.. tesco..jusco..

shopping all the wayy!!

bought new shoes..

PURPLE in colour!!

den went to my cuzzie house and also my new aunty house that she just bought it..
so big and nice!!

went home arnd 9pm and definitely no time to revise my geog!!
gosh!!

hope that i didnt ~~fail~~ my geog and hoping fer the best

todaee..

after school
went to see my niece..
when i came..
she was sleeping ..
soo cute..
her butt were on top!!
funnehh!!

pfft..

2009-05-10T05:58:00.000-07:00

well fer todayy..
nothing else to do..
bside that..
24 hours looking at geography book..
jux want to update this blog..
if not it will look dead to me..
ouh yahh!!
dun follow the blog timing!!
its wrong..
and i wont sleep that night

signing off**

HAPPY MOTHER DAY!!

2009-05-09T01:00:00.000-07:00

to all mother in this earth..
happy mother day..
okay..quite lame!!
HAhA
actually todae i gt nothing to do!!
so decided to blog..
i didnt give my mother anything bt only do the household for her..
pity her..
just come back from work and need to cook.. do the household..
so kind!!

theres nothing to do..
just stay at home and watch all the holiday movies..
and study for tuesday exam..
geography~~~

thats all i can say!!
toodles

stress..happy...stress..happy..

2009-05-08T07:51:00.000-07:00

that is my year for this 2009

stress..happy..stress again..happy..stress a bit longer for this year..happy/sad for next year.
haha!!

okayy..
todae mid-year was chemistry and FOOD AND NUTRITION..
for chemistry.. ok lurr..
cann manage to do it..
bt fnn ..
lol..
able to do all the question except for food addictive..
i dun even noe wats the topic is about??
eu want to noe why??
cause our dearest teacher haven teach or even touch on our theory this year!!
damn it!!
but for wat i need to worry..
cause i will surely failed my fnn..
LOL!!

yesterday was maths and mt paper two..
can do it..
still gt extra time..
so not problems..
bt scared to fail especially maths!
choy3!!

toddles!!

wahh!!

2009-05-06T01:04:00.000-07:00

yeah!!

finally release bit of stress out..

jux now was my Social studies and english paper 1 mid year examination..

overall..

wah!! can manage to do it..

bt nt the SBQ question for the Social Studies..

confirm fail or jux pass my SS..

fer english..

can manage to do it..

bt it was the first time i wrote the essay for more than 500words!!( i think)

yeah bt im totally freaking scared of my results in 2-3 weeks time..

den rest for a few weeks..

less than one month..

will be my mt O level!!

scared seyy!!

after exam..

have maths remedial..

till 2pm..

bt i nt in mood already..

cause fnn teacher ask us to send dm today!!

hw to study!!!

furthermore.. tmr is maths and mt paper one and we need to study more on chem and fnn on fridae!!

chaoo..

(do my fnn now!!)

Im back fer a little while!!

2009-05-04T00:10:00.000-07:00

hey there..

it had been long..long.. long time i didnt post..yarr..as usual..BUSY ALL THE WAY!!

a lot of things need to tell..

yarr..

friday was labour day..yarr eu all should noe it..(haha)

wen study wif emma and liana at many place..

firstly wanted to go to the library bt its closed..STUPID LORR!!

den we went to civic starbuck.. bt it was too cramp..

wen to mcdonald.. yarr.. finally found a place to sit..

bt not long enough.. we've been *shoo!!* by the worker..

after having a hard time thinking where to go..

finally we wen to the admiralty park to study..

lots of empty table there..

but..it was GROSS to see lots of insects and shit(insect's shit) lying around..

wen to republic poly at last..

there not peeps around..

of course.. its holiday!!

on the way to the republic poly.. what a shock to see a big lizard walking in front of us..

scream like hell and get ashamed!!

continue to study around 7 ..

den i nid to accompany EMMA to buy *something*..!!

thats for friday!!

saturday.. i didnt go out and continue to study my subjects to prepare for mid-year which is just around the corner ..

yesterday..

after studying at home..

decided to go to gym and exercise as well to release stress..

with bazilah and her friend..liyana..

mit with her around 4.30pm and went to the stadium..

they decided to prepare for NAFA test..

run 6 round around the stadium..

and dats was too tiring for me..

bt i was freaking shy to run as there are football player that i recognise like Precious( i think)..

after run.. we went to gym to exercise more.. from 5.30 to 7 and finally wen home..

kind of regret to run because i had cramps at my leg!!

WTF!!!

thanks ehh!!

done here!!

2009-04-27T04:37:00.000-07:00

Besides your lips, where is your fav. spot to get kissed?
-of course my cheeks and forehead..

How did you feel when you woke up this morning?
-depends on mood.. sleep late:lethargic..sleep early:fresh!!

Who was the last person you took a photo with?
-hmm..i think it during SYF..with the clarinetist(i think)..

Would you consider yourself spoiled?
-no.. yeahh.. maybe..??

Will you ever donate blood?
-i will feel honour to donate my blood bt im scared of vaccination!

Have you ever had a friend of the opp. sex?
-yea!!

Do you want someone dead?
-no way!! cause i love everybody that i knew!!

What does your last text message say?
-when to go home??(MUMMY!!)

What are you thinking right now?
-how can i pass my O level exam?? especially english..

Do you want someone to be with you right now?
-of course!! someone that can be trusted..

What was the time you went to bed last night?
-around 11+..

Where did you buy the tee you're wearing now?
-its from my brother!!

Is someone on your mind right now?
- yesshh!!

Who was the last person who texted you?
-Wan10 lucky people to do this:

1. Effa
2.Liana
3. Mummy
4. Mizah
5. Amalina
6. Amirah
7. Natasha
8.Bazilah
9.Lyiana
10. Shirin

Who is no.9 having a relationship with?
-Shafiq

Is no.3 a male or female?
-Female.

If no.7 and no.1 get together, would it be a good thing?
-As a friend, it would be crazy and laughter all the wayzz..

What is no.1 studying about?
-physics and chemistry for tmr test..

When was the last time you chatted with them?
-almost everyday and everytime at school..

Is no.5 single?
-nope..shes not available

Say something about no.2.
-OLIN!!no larr.. friendly bt irritating people

What do you think about no.3 & no.6 being together?
-Amirah will be speechless when talking with my mum..

Describe no.10.
-look very decent..

What will you do if no.6 & no.7 fight?
-they wouldn't fight.. coz amirah is nt interested in fighting with friends..and natasha is such a very nice friend

Do you like no.5?
-ouhh.. of course..

tagged by liana:: mizah:))

nice DULL day!!

2009-04-23T05:33:00.001-07:00

wow..i had just take my oral exam for english..
just?? its three days back..
ok watever!!
seriouslu speaking..
my oral is soo sicking suck!!
although the question is manageable to understand..
after thinking about the answer..
when the teacher ask me again..
i forgot whatever that i planned just now in my brain..
okiess..
our passage, picture is about old folks people..
sound easy right??
bt how to elaborate i dunno...
the comment..
i do nt have enough elaboration on the picture??
huh??
i jux follow my teacher steps..
watever lar ehk..

okayy .. that was a few days ago..
today..
can bear with the lesson lorrr..
bt i cant imagine that i wanted to fall asleep during the english lesson??
right in front of my teacher table??
haha!!
den.. as usual lesson past..
had english remedial..
den off to com. lab to do fnn..
waited for about 30+ minutes for teacher??
still haven reach..
EU GONNA GET FROM ME TEACHER!!
join the physics remedial..
and den went back home..
flys off ..

toodles..*wink* *wink*

laugh!! LAUGH!!

2009-04-20T05:43:00.000-07:00

at first, i thought today lessons will be tedious..

bt it is upside down..

i had funn all the waes!

todae assembly was SOO DAMN FREAKING BORING..

especially wen the sec 4 went to the kunmin trip

nt interested at all

that was very tedious!!

bt after skewl..

me..liana..mizah went to the library..

as per normal..

liana finding art books whereas me and mizah finding FNN recipes..

STRESS ABOUT IT!!

bt wen EFFA came and join us after her ORAL..

i cant stop laughing with all the jokes from LIANA AND EFFA..

ESPECIALLY THAT NOOB LORR(LIANA)

HEHE!!

till now haven done finding the suitable recipe..

went home at around 6.30(reach larr actually)

continue my fnn ..

finding recipe from internet..

getting fed up with it..

dunno what happened tommorrow ..

nag..nag..nag..

GET READY ARRGH FATIN!!

LOVE IS A FEELING THAT ARE VERY SENSITIVE TO ME..

sayonnara.. ADSS symphonic winds band!

2009-04-18T01:22:00.000-07:00

haixx..long time didnt blogging..

as usual..buzy everyday..

plus with this computer that is now full of virus!!

tends to shut down by itself!!

DUHH!!

yesterday was the last "concert" for me..

although its hard for me to say goodbye to the band..

bt i had to.. and focus on my study more..

my instrument brings me to the life of music..

all the rhythm and the melody line i learnt from my conductor..

now no more music in my life

from now on.. the words "band" will not be exist in my dictionary till the end of the year

where we will be going overseas..(hope so!!)

i jux want to say

SAYONNARA BAND!!

today..

jux come back from my aunt house..

visit my niece that is damn cute and lurrving..

actually wanted to go library to fing books..

but looking at the scorching sun and the hot weather..

take back my outing..

soo hot and it will definitely burn my skin!!

maybe i will go tmrw murning..

SAYONNARA!!

the word 'love' will always make my life happy especially when there was someone that is loving enough..

tiring day!!

2009-04-12T01:49:00.000-07:00

yesterday..

i had funn all the waeyss..

i had birthday celebration for my dearest coussy..

have BBQ at pasir ris park!!

celebrate her birthdae in advance!!

haixx!!

her boyboy came before the party start..

she jux want to introduce me her boyboy..

NOT BAD SIS!!!

the party start around 7.30

blah..blah..blah!!

go home around 11 ..

plan to overnight bt..

father dun let!!

arrgh!!

all her friends come around 8 pluss..

she spend around 200+ on food..

nice and delicious!!

and her cake only cost at 40+..

WOW!!

REALLY NICELY DECO BY PRIMADELI..

**ends off**

duhh!!sports carnival!!

2009-04-09T22:29:00.000-07:00

yesterday is the sports carnival!!

i thought that it will be as fun as the year before..

this year is quite boring

xcept fer the water soccer!!

something new this year!!

play soccer in water..

most people is nt playing soccer bt playing with the water!!

haha_::)

they kick the water[supposingly the ball:)]

as usual like the last year

red house gt the first position fer how many years(nt sure of that)

after sports carnival..

still gt fnn

doing coursework as per normal..

till 3.30..

decided to go home.

hungry larr..

breakfast haven eat lorr..

tell teacher i hand in tmr..

good reason huh!!

toodless!!

should i be happy or sad??

2009-04-08T03:05:00.000-07:00

monday was our real SYF day..

i didnt attend fnn lesson after school..

eu think i care!!

well!!

it good to noe that all my hardwork for coming band at least 3 days a week

were all worth it..

we escape class around 9.45am..

that time..i feel like i dun want to come out from the class

too scared..

from 9.45 to 10+

its our break bt i dun have the appetite to eat

eat only 1/4 of the food and that it

after eat..

time to sleep bt my eyes cannot close..

so decided to polish my instrument..

blah..blah..blah..

at the singapore conference hall..

wait and wait fer out turn..

till 3.45..

it is now our time to be on stage..

after that..

we thought that we play so badly..

cause we gt stage fright..

till the result that tell us that we gt silver!!

"BAND 111TH..ADMIRALTY SECONDARY SCHOOL..SILVER!"

wahh..

soo happy..

bt our conductor haixx..

still dun noe whether want to stay or nt..

yesterdaee..

lesson as per normal..

our band teacher announced to the whole school about our achievement

asked us to stand as a band member bt i dun want

everybody was like forcing me to stand!!

fnn lesson..

eu noe what..

teacher asked us to stay back after school at 6.00 to do fnn coursework..

i asked teacher why it must be 6.00 bt our school ends at4.30..

this is what teacher reply

i gt sport carnival till 6 and i TRY to come at 6.00..

what a NICE reason..

even my parents told me i had a brainless teacher..

today..

lesson as per normal bt very tiring and sleepyy..

so for mt..

i sleep cause i have completed my assignment..

haix!!

how can you say that to me!!

2009-04-02T05:25:00.000-07:00

__guess what__

__todae was the most *best* day ever in my life__

__all subjects were as per normal xcept fer one subject__

__it really made my boiling points rises__

__that is FOOD AND NUTRITION__

__what do you feel wen teacher says that you cannot join SYF__

__jux because of one thing__

__that is remedial(so called)

__after school on monday__

__and it clashes with my real SYF dae!!__

__i told teacher that i had my concert band real SYF day__

guess what the teacher says back__

which one is more important??

O level or CCA

what can i reply??

for me..

both are important

so only silence appear in that room

tears falls down in my heart

it is really hurt me and i feel like want to shout back and cry

i reply back that i wanted to make a make-up lesson since i cannot attend on monday which lies on saturday

these is what she reply back to me

"does this mean that i need to sacrifice my saturday because of you all"

well hello

at least i gt make an effort in makeup for another day

in my heart..

i say

yes!!i noe that o level is important for my o level bt i also had my CCA to attend.. please larr.. i also need time to release my stress by going to CCA.. all fun and laughter i had wen attending the CCA.. want to compare with 4Es.. i noe they have done research and development.. we are not far way back what!!

you are the one that do not want us to print out the coursework and postpone and postpone it..

i also had to sacrifice my day and HOLIDAY fer my own goods.. bt this is the first time i didnt attend ur lesson..

i really disappointed by the way u treat us today!!

noe what!!

i had sacrifice my whole november and december + march holiday to do my coursework and also other subjects including CCA.. WTF!!

AND THIS IS THE RESULT I GET!!

dont because of one person..u want to scold other people who are inn0cent!! pls ehkk!!!!

FUNN!!

2009-03-29T00:26:00.000-07:00

fun and laughter all the wae yesterday!!

although the begining of the day was so *_____*

bt it ends up good after bazilah join us in the afternoon
we play bowling and pool till 7.30 and i nid to went home early!!
so cancelled to watch coming soon !!

arrgh

bt we manage to camwhoring for a while

here we go!!!

the day before that..

we gt sound check fer syf

also did as usual wen we were otw to it

CAMWHORING!!

gt some changes at there

all the clarinetist conquer at the front row!!

liana was so freaking scared

and her face

haixx

cannot describe it!!

haha!!

*ends off!!*

2009-03-26T04:26:00.000-07:00

guess what??
today this girl make my life miserable!!
make mie lose up everything fer my math lesson
keep asking question when im trying to do my math!!
duhh
thats the whyy!!

sleepiest day ever!!

2009-03-24T05:49:00.000-07:00

yeahs!!

second day of term 2 already have remedial and sst programme..

before that..

our lesson for today quite boring..

today lesson make my life tedious(if you want to know)

duhh!!

after recess!!

worse!!

i cant even opened my eyes for physics lesson

i didnt pay my attention to teacher..

we were talking about watching the movie coming soon after school on friday

crazy lorr!!

during the break

i need to call the nursery places

u noe what they say..

sorry..i dont have time for this!!

bastard!!

during remedial..

geog as per normal nt social studies were so different today

teacher was not the usual teacher that thought us!!

gd leyy

keep laughing all the way with all the jokes between our teacher and students..

that all fer todae!!

lovess!!

BACK TO SCHOOL!!

2009-03-23T06:17:00.000-07:00

it has been long time i didnt posts..

too busy during this holiday..

i dont feel it is a holiday as everyday i went to school for certain activity

let me tell you what i did fer my holidae

monday:remedial and band

tuesday:remedial and band

wednesday:remedial and band

thursday:make up fer meet the parents session

friday: band

saturday: band

sunday: off but doing all the homework

duhh!!

today..

first day of term 2

first lesson..all teacher asking for the holiday homework!!

however..

im unable to finish all my homework

especially english

haha!!

teacher told us that we have a whole week of holiday to finish it..

but we debate back

"what!!one week!! you sure or not??"

too bad arr..

after school

had band again larr!!

bt it is so short!!

3 hours only and it is wasted by how many minutes due to that stupiddd thingy!!

haha..actually i lyke!!

band end..

eat macDonald with bandees!

funneh ley

on that time..i forget about all my homework that i have..

i quickly rushed home and start online for my fnn coursework!!

ends for now!!:))

as USUAL!

2009-03-18T05:11:00.000-07:00

finally i can enjoy my holiday..

although it is only one pathetic day..

somemore, i spend that they going out with family..

homework sumore

haven touch any single thing!!

arrgh!

todayy

lesson ends at 1pm.. woahh

den straight to band!!

again!!

had been repeating that since the last three days!!

understood!!

today fer band!!

quite boring luhhs!!

suddenly im in a bad mood

i dont know why

everybody i scold

****

show tantrum lahh sey!

haha!!

ends off with much love!!

BoRINGg!

2009-03-14T22:21:00.000-07:00

what a bored dayy!!

nothing much to do todae.. one whole day look at my holiday assignment for the march holiday.. the most thing is that i must finished my fnn coursework by todae!! OMG!!

Still gt problem with my microsoft words..

haix!!

yarr tmr onwards will be a very tiring day fer me!

sigh**

one week gt band practice xcept fer thurdae and sunday

but thurdae i gt the make-up meet the parents session as my parents unable to come on that day!!

have to SACRIFICE MY HOLIDAY!!

HUHU!:@

BAND DUHH!!

2009-03-14T04:04:00.000-07:00

yeah.. I have band practice as per normal.. yarr!! todae the clarinet dae!! alwaes been scold by our dearest sir! eu noe why?? syazwan and liana absent theirselves.. i've been the victim again..

we end our band around 1pm.. jux want to play the speech day songs.. same song again and again!!

after band..

study with EMMALYN!!

study fer about one hour den like usual..

emma was too stress..

avoiding stress.. take picture!!

crazy!!

choosing clothes fer my dearest 'BABY' EMMA sweat my whole body.. she wanted to buy clothes fer her outing during march holiday later..

at last

she want to buy on Monday!!

end off by loves

fatin_:)

last day of term 1....HOLIDAY!!

2009-03-13T02:41:00.000-07:00

finally our holiday came..but i dun thing that its sound like holiday to me..the 1 week of school holiday all are fully crammed!! I DIDNT HAVE THE CHANCE TO GO ON HOLIDAY!! yar yar..must persevere till O level finished then can do on with my holiday..futhermore, still got holiday homework..it had thicken my file ley!!

forget about it for a while!!

today after school, we celebrated some of the 5N2 BIG BABIES for the month January, February and March.. we as a class have a small party at the canteen celebrating it.. quite reminisce moments..thats the good thing. the bad thing is that I cannot take picture to put here.. you know the reason!!haixx..

todae lesson..

as usually.. I had my chemistry test paper on SPEED OF REACTION.. it is managable fer me as it mainly use MY "BIG BRAIN"..although the lesson it quite bored till it makes my eyes cant opened!! I keep yawning at class.. however.. i gt one weapon that preventing my eyes from sleeping.. SWEET.. I brought 1 packet of fruit plus to school.. Almost been catch by teacher..

quite weird as there is no band practice as there are the important events happening events in school(as what principal says)..meet the parents session for lower secondary..

nothing to say already..piss off!!

#meet the parents session#

2009-03-12T03:33:00.000-07:00

*effa..mie..bazilah*

*all face like ghosts seyy!! scary!!bt nice3*

*jun chang and me!!*

*love these pixx and them*

*shorty*

*frewns*

*bandees*

*Effa and mie*

*Besties with sec 1 boy*

*the four friends*

*girlxx*

*clarinetist*

*Flash back to THE LATEST BAND CONCERT!!La Sinfonie D'Amis

Its hard for me to talk about it..ouh god!!

I dont think that this is the band that wanted to aim for silver..our most important competition SYF is jux around the corner.. OUR BAND wanted to maintain a silver or improve to be a gold..it is ashamed(for me arr) to be a COP or at most bronze again after becoming silver..

NEH MIND!!

Today is the meet the parent session. However my parents are too BUSY to come..haizz!! but it is good that they dont go..If the talk by the principal like this, it is jux a waste of time..it is compulsory for me to come jux to listen to her 'nonsense' talk!!I can replace the time to study my chemistry for the test tmr!!arrgh!!Now i can feel the stress as an O level students although it is start of the "new year"..wonder what will happen to me near to the O level..

thank you!!

2009-03-08T01:28:00.000-08:00

yeah!!__finally get to do it_thanks to mie friends who sacrifice their time to do this fer me__hahha_

ouh yeass
a lot of things that happened this year!!
but it is infinite for me to tell everything!!
gosh!